Gender Discrimination in Tge Workplacr

March 19, 2016

I don’t feel like getting out of bed, yet there is much to do. I finally get out of bed just to sit on the couch. I don’t even feel like watching TV, I need to study. I have a chemistry exam this week and I've yet to even look at what I need to know. Today is my nephew's 24th birthday he's having a party tonight and I really don't want to go. My niece's hair needs to be styled and my mom wants me to cook dinner. I feel guilty so I'm going to the party I'm late though. I drink way too much and I'm talking too much. I feel like everytime I leave the house everyone is judging me. This gives me panic attacks.

March 20, 2016

My mom wakes me up to help her get my great-nieces ready for church. I didn't get in until 5 o'clock this morning. I really don't want to do this. I promised I would help before so I'm helping. I still thinking though about the texting and talking and how people react to what I feel and say. I really care too much about what others think of me. I'm reading my Bible and praying to feel better. I'm not really sure well maybe I am but I think I might be depressed. It's been so long since I've known what happiness felt like. I'm crying as I write this. I don't really know what else to say so I went back to sleep.

April 14, 2016

I think I'm still in love. I've been trying to distract my heart, but today it hit me. Maybe I'll always be destined to love first and never have it reciprocated. Sometimes I hate the way my heart is built. I hate how lonely I feel when the urge to be loved hits me out of no where.

February 29, 2016

I'm sitting on the roof of the Greektown parking lot. I come here often to be alone and relax. Looking at the Detroit skyline puts my anxious mind at ease. Whenever I'm home my mom is always giving me orders and telling me what to do. It really makes me is my apartment. I can't afford to live on my own, so I'm stuck here. This parking lot is my only free escape. Where I can breath and watch TV on my phone on seclusion. I can eat what I want and not hear how this isn't good for me. I've been here for a few hours now and the security is just parked behind me like they think I'm doing something. I'm not bothering anyone, but I guess I'll go home now. They're annoying me.

March 1, 2016

This is my day off, I should be cleaning but I really don't want to. My room is a hot mess, filled with so much clutter. I've heard that what your living space looks like is what your mind looks like. That would make sense since I have insomnia and my mind seems to go a mile a minute non stop. Instead I'm just watching TV and laying on the couch. I'm so lazy, thus is a shame. What else can I write for today? I literally do nothing and live such a boring life. Oh well, at least I'm trying. I refuse to stress about it.